why this blog?

I am starting this blog about my journey to find myself and in turn be a better mother.
Growing up I hated exercise of any kind. I would only move my body if I had to.... with that said I wasn't always at the weight that I wanted to be at. I would run or workout here and there but nothing constant and nothing that I would commit to. After I got married and started having babies, I began to understand how important exercise was to my sanity and my health. It wasn't until after I had my third when I made it a priority in my life.

Now that I am pregnant with my fourth, exercise is something that I have to make time for, something I have to put ahead of other things. I have to put it ahead of having an amazingly decorated house, or a perfectly clean house. I have to put it ahead of cute clothes and having my hair done everyday. I put it ahead of crafting and baking. I just can't do it all and I have made exercise to be near the top of my list.

So this blog is just my thoughts on my journey, recipes, goals and ideas. Mostly a journal.